Emo shitz
Sigh. I just want to go out party and have fun without having to care or think about studies nor pw nor...you(please don't ask).
Others might just say, "let your hair down today and play your hearts out, don't think about anything else then."
But deep down, we all know the feeling of guiltiness and unhappiness developing inside of us.
And then I'll start thinking about you again...
And then we'll start worrying about our studies again.
"Shit, exam's next week, I should mug already."
"Shit, EoM draft 3 by end of this week, I should start now."
"Shit JC life, always make us guilty about slacking." _|_
What's so horrible about JC life, is that we don't get to go out anymore and even if we did, we definitely won't enjoy it as much as last time. We don't buy new clothes/shoes/bags anymore. We don't meet up with friends as frequently as before anymore. We don't remember the world around us anymore. We don't even have the time to visit our relatives, anymore. Nice life we have here, huh?
But what choice do we have but to study? Not study and retain? Go to poly and start anew, another 3 years? ITE?! Stop studying?!?!
Sigh. It's time I manage my time properly and stop doing useless stuffs like reading story books smsing downloading music watching dramas/movies. FML.
P/s: I totally miss FHM now. Sigh. Remember the times we had so much fun celebrating our birthdays after school ends? Making the floor all wet and dirty, full of flour? Making us look like some clown,covered with flour? Remember April Fool's Day, all the fun we had pranking on teachers? Sigh, how I wish i could turn back time...
Goodbye and goodnight.
Others might just say, "let your hair down today and play your hearts out, don't think about anything else then."
But deep down, we all know the feeling of guiltiness and unhappiness developing inside of us.
And then I'll start thinking about you again...
And then we'll start worrying about our studies again.
"Shit, exam's next week, I should mug already."
"Shit, EoM draft 3 by end of this week, I should start now."
"Shit JC life, always make us guilty about slacking." _|_
What's so horrible about JC life, is that we don't get to go out anymore and even if we did, we definitely won't enjoy it as much as last time. We don't buy new clothes/shoes/bags anymore. We don't meet up with friends as frequently as before anymore. We don't remember the world around us anymore. We don't even have the time to visit our relatives, anymore. Nice life we have here, huh?
But what choice do we have but to study? Not study and retain? Go to poly and start anew, another 3 years? ITE?! Stop studying?!?!
Sigh. It's time I manage my time properly and stop doing useless stuffs like reading story books smsing downloading music watching dramas/movies. FML.
P/s: I totally miss FHM now. Sigh. Remember the times we had so much fun celebrating our birthdays after school ends? Making the floor all wet and dirty, full of flour? Making us look like some clown,covered with flour? Remember April Fool's Day, all the fun we had pranking on teachers? Sigh, how I wish i could turn back time...
Goodbye and goodnight.
Posted by Naomi at 11:42 PM
